Giving up is never the answer,
Yet my heart and mind clamour
for that escape.
Why even try?
You've failed many times before.
This time will be the same.
How can they betray me in such a way?
How inconsistent are they -
Yet also desiring apathy.
This inconsistency drags me down.
Why was I made this way?
Why can't I change?
It is then that I turn to the only consistent voice -
still and small.
He calls to me,
You can do it with me by your side.
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