Day 5 - not really but who cares
All I want is to be the best or at least better version of myself, but all my attempts at change fail. So what is the point? I can stay in my house and play animal crossing the rest of my life. Do I really need to experience life? What is life anyways? What's so great about it? Every day that passes is just another failure that confirms that I am a failure. It's who I am. Maybe that's the reason I can never change.